This entry is one which has resulted from a negative flow of thoughts; I think it is important to keep a balance of both the negative and the positive thoughts. It gives you an opportunity to look at the other side of the things. So here it is -
“When you are at your weakest phase of life you are alone. You have to live it by your own self. You have friends, parents before that and after that too but somehow something happens and at the moment where you need support you are alone. It’s not that they do not want to help you but everything turns out to be in a manner that you are all alone. No matter how much you try to make others understand your situation you would never be able to get across them and when the tough time is gone they understand you by just looking at you as if they have divine power of reading your mind.
I do not understand the irony of this life; we come alone and go alone then why don't we live alone, why can’t we face everything that comes in our way by our own. Everyone runs their own race then what for we need others, they are your competitors and not companions in the race. We come here we love people, we make friends but then what either we leave them or they leave us. If it has to happen one day or the other then why to make friends in the first place. Why do we waste our time and energy in all this? We should be ready to live alone from the very starting; I wonder how much resource we can preserve if we learn to live like this.
Well if I see the other side then it is practically not possible for humans to live alone and if you have people with you then you feel safe and have support. But where does it all go when you need it the most? In life you will face hardships when you do not have enough muscle to face it. Your car breaks down either on a deserted road or in the middle of a national park (happened with my friends), you have to pay the pending bills when you are almost broke, you have to attend a wedding when you have a very urgent meeting scheduled. And on the top of all this when all this is happening to you, you are all alone and nobody is there to buy your point of view.”
It’s not complete yet but I don't want to go further, maybe next time I would come back with the answers to my questions. And it does not have a heading because I did not find anything that can sum it all up in a phrase.
